Arrested Development

Ugh. If only it were that funny.

I guess I'll need to go see my an.alrapist.

The two that were growing arrested at 4 and 5 cells respectively.

I know it isn't very motherly of me, but I am relieved. If we did make it to a transfer, it would have ended in a negative, and I'd rather just get it over with outside of my body, and without anymore doxycyline or progesterone in oil.

All I my dreams are about egg donation, and husband has finally admitted that it is a distinct possibility that that will our route. Lets hope that crap shoot works.

We're meeting with Dr Calm today, because we need to meet with her before Xmas, and this is her only free time, so today it is. Actually, even though it's a spanner in my husbands calender, I'm relieved that we don't have to wait. I hate waiting, and in so many ways, the only way to cope with this clusterfuck called infertility is to have a plan.

Thanks for all of your thoughts, and all of your support. I can't imagine going through this without all of you.

Comments

[Bee Cee]

Shoot babe....were we seperated at birth? Your cycle is almost the same as my last one. I feel for you, I really do, and if there is anything I can, all you need to do is shout. Hugs xx

[Eva]

Ouch! I'm sorry. Well it's good that you're meeting with the doc today. Hopefully, she say something useful. xo

[Eve]

erghgh.

[BrooklynGirl]

I'm sorry. Hope your meeting is a good one.

[Cat]

I'm sorry it ended that way, but I know what you mean about being glad not to get to transfer with embryos that didn't seem right. It's how I felt about mine not making it to freeze.

[kate]

Definitely not "non-motherly" to be glad it ended up this way-- if things weren't right, they weren't right. I'm so sorry to hear, though and hope your conversation with Dr. Calm opens new doors for the next step.

Good luck,

k