This isn't a particularly political blog,but I thought I'd take a moment to say that i am ecstatic that Barack Obama was elected. I was such a wreck yesterday that I 'spoiled' two ballots by marking yes and no for one of the ballot mesures. I blame it on nerves and all that "Never leave a space blank on a scantron" training.
I am doing pretty well. I had a mini meltdown yesterday, wondering if I should be on the long lupron protocol, but then got a hold of myself. I also started the ball rolling on taking some action against my prior therapist, who acted in some unethical ways--it's been destroying me, and I have been protecting her against destruction's by taking it all on myself. Not cool.
I've been cooking, with pleasure, for the first time in since we started this whole TTC megilla, and even if I don't lose any weight between now and December, I'm definitely eating better, and that is good.
Mostly I'm just overcome with emotion every time that I think that my child, however he or she comes to me, will grow up in a world, in a country, that finally lived up to it's promise and elected an African American president, and a man who is going to be such good a father to us with his calm steady way of being.
Oh! They'll be a guest blogger on Sunday--mixing it up!
