As anxious as I have been all week, today I'm feeling calm, not confident, but calm. Maybe the calm before the storm? Either way, it will be a storm today.
I find myself rehearsing the news, both good and bad, obviously, the bad news version is more upsetting to rehearse, but I am about 70/30 rehearsing bad and good news scenarios. I'm also imagining contingencies--if pregnant do this, if not pregnant, do that. It's as if today is the IF in the If/Then statement cascade.
Thank you everyone for your good wishes, and your sticking by me while I moan the same moans over and over.
T minus 1 hour, 30 minutes...oy.