Looks like my cycle has tanked. The embryos didn't divide between yesterday and today, so it would be really unlikely I transfer at all tomorrow. All of the sudden I'm a high FSH, low responder with crap eggs. Yeesh. Let this be a warning:
IF YOU ARE IN YOUR THIRTIES, AND YOU ARE JOCKEYING ABOUT ONE MONTH OR ANOTHER TO 'START' SHUT UP AND GET BUSY. WHEN YOUR OVARIES GO, THEY GO. YA HEAR ME?
Whew. Glad to get that off my chest. Trust me, an inconvenient pregnancy is better than never, ever having one at all. M'kay?
So, we'll probably get the no go call tomorrow around 8am, and then we start planning for the last cycle. We'll probably do the low responder protocol (priming with estrogen etc), and if that doesn't work, oy. We'll be on to plan C (as IVF was plan B).
I feel...surprised? Sad? Angry, but not rageful. A little lost, but not a wreck.