Still Crazy, but not psycho. I poured out all that ick onto the keyboard yesterday, and then corresponded with a few people, and managed to get myself back to some semblance of functional. After that I went to work and felt like I acomplished something (not always true of my work). And then had a good dinner of enchiladas. So hopefully today won't be quite as nuts, and I can keep ahold of the reality that I am more than this reproductive project.