Oy vey

I heard from Dr Calm's lovely emissary yesterday afternoon, and she relayed that Dr C didn't want me to come in for an ultrasound, because if I'd ovulated it wouldn't show anything useful.  It seems hard to believe, but she's the doctor, eh?  So I go in for a blood test Monday morning, to see if my progesterone is high enough to indicate ovulation.  I think it must have happened either Monday or Tuesday. things have gone back to their usual level, of shall we say, moisture, my pits are a bit smellier than I'd like (an odd PMS symptom for me) and well, the test showed bupkis.  My worst fear is that I didn't ovulate and I've got lots of tiny cycsts on my ovaries, thus screwing up my chances of having an IVF cycle in May. 

I'm sorry to not have written more, but I feel sort of dried out. I'm putting a lot of energy into a work project I'd like to complete by the 14 of May, and a family visit coming up next weekend.  So, as the thoughts and such occur, I'll post.